Unresurrected Pheonix

I stared at myself in the mirror

And lit my body on fire

Take my soul

Give it to my savior

Tell him I did my best

That I really tried my hardest

I heard He loves me

My siblings say otherwise

I dance on ledges

Hoping to feel freedom

So here are my ashes

Hopefully the day he returns

I become the Pheonix

They tell me He wants me to be.