Perhaps its neither they nor them Perhaps its rather me and I Perhaps all I do is seek and seek And perhaps there's no pleasing me I fear

I wake up on a random Tuesday and casually bleed Pieces of me leak out without my will Against my will So I sit Anxious and dismayed But...

Maybe I am ignorant in my analysis But my feet have left no more land to explore In this dark place my mom gave me birth I seek and I...

I stared at myself in the mirror And lit my body on fire Take my soul Give it to my savior Tell him I did my best That I really tried my...

I don't know if I should try with you Let my heart go places it's not used to It's used to being clogged up from past events And I'm used...

The day I bid her farewell She sat crossed legged on my floor My nappiness littered all around her And a coy smile I would never forget...

I shed tears For souls I haven't known yet For heartbreak I haven't felt yet It's evident My ring finger left entangled yet free The...

O how she thrived on being left out It was her territory And she guarded it holistically Watching others from sulk position Till they...

He told me adult relationships were unlike that of childhood That they were more difficult to nurse And void of any form of spontaneity...

If I dove into deep waters Would you follow me? Drown to save me? If I said only two words Would you catch them? See my subtext? If I...

I seem to be chasing a feeling A feeling both foreign and familiar to me A feeling that creeps in when I think of happiness A solution to...

Freedom, The illusion thereof Tell my 10 year old soul To run around barefoot To feel the sand beneath her feet And the sun burning on...

She took her living seriously Grappling every experience she could lay her hands on She took them by the neck Jumping Climbing Sky diving...

My sexuality betrays me Holds me at conflict and begs me to choose A constantly questioning repertoire Which reflection is true? How do I...

Now that I've had my way with them What do I do with all these naked bodies in my bed? After I ravaged them for my pleasure Wrapped them...

I don't see me Everywhere I go I never see me On screens so large they could eat up an audience I'm missing in a row I'm missing I don't...

Who looks out for her? My question is nothing but a memoir Her burning anger seeping through her taunted years Yes, she is loud and...

There she goes Flaunting her beautiful layout Seducing me with her hidden history Revealing herself slowly A horrific delight A subtle...